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… if I had some


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"We have to allow ourselves to be loved by the people who really love us, the people who really matter. Too much of the time, we are blinded by our own pursuits of people to love us, people that don’t even matter, while all that time we waste and the people who do love us have to stand on the sidewalk and watch us beg in the streets! It’s time to put an end to this. It’s time for us to let ourselves be loved."
— C. JoyBell C.

It’s times like these when @hannahlynnew sends me words/quotes of encouragement that makes me feel so incredibly loved. I can’t explain the whole story, but somehow my dad managed to break my heart once more… And he broke it on my birthday. He’s always been like this and I think I’ve finally come to the conclusion that there’s no fixing him. You can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped. I’ve tried very hard these past six years to keep contact and have a relationship with my dad… But he’s done it. He’s finally broken me to the point of no coming back. I’m letting go of this idea of a “father daughter relationship” because it’s not worth the heartbreak. So, hello to new beginnings and to the people who truly love me and care about me; the only people that matter in my life. I’m taking charge, and I choose to be happy. 

(Also, special thanks to both Hannah and @batesjennal for such uplifting messages last night. You guys are my absolute favorite people.)
Levi gave me my very first rose today. I’ve never been given a flower by a man, and to me this one is just so dang special. We’ve been together for five months now, and are happier than ever. I’ve learned so much about Levi and through loving him, I’m learning how to love myself. Never have I had so much self confidence. He constantly lifts me up and I’m so thankful to haven love you,  someone so loving in my life. I love you, @levisager.

Sorry to get deep and cheesy. 🍕

#personal #rose #vsco #vscocam #afterlight #love #pretty #boyfriend #pnw #pacificnorthwest #oregon #flower #flowers
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wearing a blanket around the house like


(via spookyscarybuttlet)

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Reading together this afternoon in such a cozy environment. 

#pnw #eatlocal #eugene #oregon #tbl #thebarnlight #love #coffee #cafe book #books  (at The Barn Light)

To love someone is to make sacrifices.

To make sacrifices is to be temporarily unhappy,

But are these sacrifices worth keeping the one you love?

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